the sky is clearing,
after my nuclear
winter that was you. one
moment at a time, every
now and the nows to
come, are consumed with
you less, and less. your
power over me has
diminished. about time, too,
you know why? because with you,
i'm finished.

i've already lost you,
before i even had you.
why did you have to,
like me first?

everything i thought you were
to me, but that is not fair.
your busy life with your big dreams,
has no room for someone like me.

how do i forget you,
your smile, your smell,
holding your hand on state street, i
felt like a giant. now,
a ghost.

im hurting for you, because
of you, my body trembles
at your memory, of your embrace,
your eyes, and your loss.

rain of promises fell
from the stars, the night
you first held my hand, but now
the rain has faded and the
promises, well they were never really
there.

Fuck you, for coming on to me first.
Fuck you, for ignoring me in the end.
fuck you, for being so beautiful.
Thank you, for your kiss.
fuck you, Thank you.